Friday, April 18, 2003

so there's this annoying guy at my school who ALWAYS wears this head wrap which looks like... um... let's just say monique and i call him "condom head". being this is my last day at school and all, i decided to be nice to him. i was sitting upstairs waiting to take my final when he approached me with this:

condom head: so this is your last test, huh?
me: yeah.
condom head: i just wanted to say good luck because i may never see you again.
me: thanks.
condom head: so are you mexican?
me: [#@!*&^?] where the hell did that come from?
(meanwhile the guys behind me are laughing their asses off)
condom head: well, you have a mexican accent.

for a moment there i thought i had lost my "vato-talk" as mel calls it. nope, still got it. =)

Thursday, April 17, 2003

i wish people would stop telling me i need to find a husband. first of all, i'm nowhere near ready to get married. second, why can't i just have a boyfriend that i love and loves me in return without having the pressure of getting married in like a year. all i want and need right now is someone i can have fun with but also has the POTENTIAL to be my husband, who in turn also sees me as a POTENTIAL wife. i can do without all the seriousness of marriage. if we're meant to be together then it'll happen. why does everyone put so much pressure on finding "the one" and how the hell are you supposed to know someone is "the one" just upon meeting them? my mom knew my dad all her life and it wasn't until she was 27 that she realized he was the one for her, and that was after my dad was widowed. who would have thought? i don't even believe in love at first sight b/c there's no such thing. how could you possibly love someone the first time you meet them? that's just lust and infatuation. i don't wanna be with someone who's looking for a wife b/c i've been in that position and it was hell. we went on 2 dates and his family thought i was gonna marry him. whoa, turbo! people just need to relax.

i remember when i was in high school and how i didn't want to get with anyone unless i knew i was gonna marry them. WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING??? GOOD GOD, HIGH SCHOOL!!! nothing serious happens then. i missed out on a lot of things b/c of that stupid mentality. the bottom line is that you just never know who you'll end up with. it's not a matter of finding "the one", or "the perfect one", or "the ideal one" (b/c they don't exist), but a matter of being with the right person at the right time.

one thing i'm certain of is that i just do whatever makes me happy. too much worrying about the future screws me up. i can't even predict what'll happen tomorrow.

Monday, April 07, 2003

i wanna play pool. pool haul anyone?

i have this strange habit of looking into people's windows when i'm driving whether it be their homes or the other cars driving by me. i make it a point though to not make eye contact with them. anyway, today i saw the strangest thing. most people have those furry tissue box covers sitting in the back window, or some type of pillow, or stuffed animal, but today i saw a box of ziploc freezer bags. what the hell? why would anyone need that in their car?

this morning i saw some insect/fly/bug-looking thing sitting on my wiper blades. i decided to test how fast i can go down my street without it falling off. at 35 mph that sucker was still hanging on!

yes, these are the things i do when i drive alone.