sometimes i seriously think i'm screwed when it comes to relationships. either i fall for someone who's not quite suited for me or someone who's in an awkward situation. my last day at parsons caused some awkward yet flattering feelings to surface...

for the past 2 years i've befriended a lot of people at work and people who work in the same building but different companies. a little before i gave my 2 weeks i've gotten closer to one particular person who's sincerity has really touched me. he's genuinely sweet, considerate, and always makes me smile. before i left he let me know that he kinda wished he was single again. yeah, he's married. sucks to be me. i've always had the biggest crush on him for the longest time but his current situation stifled the way i felt about him so i never thought about it again until this recent revelation.

it's all good though. i'm sure nothing has changed. he's still my friend.

friday after work my coworkers and i all went to the yardhouse to have some drinks and spend some last minute quality time. my boss got me so messed up with that jack & coke. i was sooooooo good for the rest of the evening! not to mention the lakers won.

anyway... maria took me out to smoke erguileh last wednesday. i have a feeling this will become a weekly routine. how can i turn down that strong ass turkish coffee, erguileh, arabic music, and that fine ass waiter bilal. damn! he's just too hot. plus maria's girlfriends are simply awesome.

so i've finally gotten a little bit more confident with my pool playing skills. i kicked jesse's and duane's ass yesterday at charles' billiards. i won a game of cut throat with my last shot being a banked shot. i was shocked myself. I HAVE TO WIN THAT BET! i have a little over 2 more months to train.

on monday i get to see talib kweli at the house of blues. i just love live music.