this weblog is on the verge of dying. i wish i had something to write about. the only exciting thing happening in my life right now is jesse. i could tell of all the great adventures we experience together but who wants to read about that? eh... i'll write about it anyway.

this past sunday we went to venice beach, took pictures, and checked out all the little shops. on monday we both had the day off so we went roller blading at almansor park. he bladed, i jogged. i couldn't find my blades. then we visited man to order some tv tables for superbowl sunday. then i took him to the cemetery to visit my grandma and enjoy the view up on rose hills. it's beautiful the day after it rains! then we went miniature golfing. and then we spent the rest of the day playing chess, video games, and watching movies.

he's so fun... not to mention he has a cute ass.

man, i think i'm getting sick. no fair. this weekend is supposed to be party weekend again b/c kyon's down... looks like they're planning on the derby on thursday. not to mention my coworkers wanna go out saturday night. should i call in sick and party my ass off? decisions, decisions...

rumors are starting to spread at work about me and my man. not good! we don't want everyone knowing what's going on between us especially managment. plus it's none of their business anyway.

i think my boobs are getting bigger. YAY!

no hangover!!! i'm so proud of myself. i don't know who's idea it was to start my bday celebration at Q's on thursday, but after 2 nights of drinking, bump n grindin (on the dance floor, of course), and cussing people out with my drunken ass, i'd have to say overall i had soooo much fun. last night we headed out to lounge 217 in santa monica. i'm definitely going back there!... very nice atmosphere, older crowd, candle lights everywhere, comfy couches. here's a recap of the past 2 nights:

• my brother whispering in my ear "you know, shit like that makes me wanna kick someone's ass" upon seeing me freak jesse on the dance floor. he really needs to learn how to relax.
• my coworker trying to show me how to do the harlem shake.
• kristine wearing her greased lightning outfit... "i got chills... they're multiplying..."
• everyone gawking at jen's boobs, of course.
• watching my sister fall backwards off the couch.
• having 5 drinks/shots lined up for me after 5 minutes upon arrival.
• steve's friend stripping and giving me a lap dance.

i hope everyone had a good time. thanks a bunch for the phone calls (even at 5 in the morning!), presents, and all the love. you guys are the best!

my ass hurts. it's not what you think. actually... never mind. the only way i could break my fall from snowboarding was to land on my ass, but after about an hour i finally figured out how to get up, slow down, stop, and control the damn thing. this was the most exhausting weekend ever! first of all, we got no sleep... NONE! we left at about 4:20 am saturday and headed out to snow summit in big bear. we had to pull over 3 times b/c i had to yack as a result of the winding roads, elevation, and my jack in the box breakfast that i inhaled in like 5 minutes. by the time we got to the top i was light-headed, freezing, and had dried vomit in my hair which i washed out at the local starbucks.

we must have spent a continuous 5 hours or so going up and down the lifts and after the 5th lift, i was finally able to get off without falling. whoohoowee! yeah, they had to stop the lifts a few times b/c i was holding up traffic. anyway... i got sunburnt, got jabbed on my left rib cage by my man's roomie's snowboard, ate it hard twice and had the ice go down my pants, and lost almost all feeling in my wrists and the palms of my hands. currently, i'm having problems walking considering my abs, my back, my ass, and my arms are all sore. every time i cough it feels like someone dropping an anvil on my stomach.

anyway, yesterday my man and i went bowling and i whooped his ass in the first game and became his bitch in the second. i WILL regain my title again!

ALEX ~~~> STOP STALKING ME!!!

alrighty... here's the low down on the past month...

• had my first mosh pit experience with sean at the saves the day show. i honestly thought i was gonna die.
• caught up with miss whoreness with her moving back home and all.
• dyed my hair back to it's natural color.
• saw friends i hadn't seen in a while over the holidays --> ry-ski and pocho.
• finally learned the true meaning of "dating". this shit is more complicated than i thought it was.
• almost got shot last night when some idiot pulled out a gun at garden cafe. i've never seen so many people drop to the floor simultaneously.

eh, that's basically the highlights. nothing too exciting. i'll be leaving for mammoth in approximately 7 hours. it's kinda like a getaway weekend with the dude i'm seeing, his roomie, and his roomie's chick. none of us have ever tried skiing so this will be interesting. picture it: 1 filipino, 1 mexican, 1 chinese, and 1 mulatto all decked out in ski gear looking like the rainbow coalition. this will be one kodak moment.

yes, yes, my wonderful fans, i am back! we got a new monitor today b/c the other one basically died. i'll update ya'll in a bit on what's been going on. gotta go to work tonight. ack! lates.