i can't remember the last time i got so drunk. once again... KRISTINE'S FAULT! i couldn't help it. i was with good company, the music was good, everyone looked good, and i was feeling good. i so cannot hang... just one hurricane and 2 heineken's. what i do remember is freaking the tent pole like a stripper and my homie stephan warning me that i might knock the whole thing down.

anyhoo... kristine was pretty messed up herself. she was dancing up on the chairs at tokyo delves and got a lap dance by 2 of the waiters. i think she enjoyed it a little too much if you know what i mean. i figure amy must have been feeling pretty good too since she was freaking my sister at the century club. and quinn? well, he got a fresh new haircut. way to go, chink! and jen once again flaked. vengeance is ours!

this morning i woke up with a slight headache... partly because of the alcohol, partly b/c i was trying so hard not to fall off the couch since i shared it with jesse, and partly because of my sister's cat that was crying all night b/c she's in heat. damn cat!

i suffer from pms. never in my life has this happened to me. i think it's the effect of the pill. i feel like i'm going psychotic... one moment i'm "peachy", then i'm irritated at everyone around me, then i'm crying... i swear i'm trippin. what scares me is that i can't tell the difference between what i'm trippin over and reality. nothing seems to satisfy these mixed emotions except for an occasional bawling followed by a nap. i'm trying so hard not to take it out on jesse cuz then he would think i'm crazy-psycho-bitch, but all i want from him is a hug. sometimes i just need someone around me but at the moment no one is available. fuck. i hate this. am i gonna be going through this every single damn month?!!!

k, back. jesse and i are planning to go to vegas the last weekend of this month along with his roomie and his chick, of course. his mom has a time-share thing-a-ma-jig at some resort so it would only cost $40/day. divided by 4 people?!! that's hella cheap, no? that leaves our tax returns and money saved up for gambling, clubbing, and buffeting! mmm... buffet.... anyway, time to bust out the hooch wear! did i ever mention how hot jesse is?

time to make my monthly entry! let's see, let's see... well, we got approved for the apartment and we were supposed to move out as soon as this saturday, but due to circumstances beyond my control we had to forfeit the place (i don't even wanna get into it). hence, i'm hella bummed. back to apartment shopping again.

my new job is peachy!! i love it! i have awesome coworkers and the credit union members are so sweet.

my lolo's 92nd birthday is this sunday. go lolo! we're taking him out to a seafood restaurant after i take him to church. i visited him earlier and he was watching the 5th wheel (wtf?) followed by elimidate.

oh look! friends is on... brb.