i will NEVER get into "think" mode again before i sleep. it creeps into my dreams!!! all the things that i worry about screw me over in my dreams one way or another. this past week i've been so emotionally stressed that i wake up crying. wtf? my dreams are messing with my mind.

weird... one of my dreams was about neglecting some of my friends... sean being one of them. i miss him. i haven't made the effort to even call and see how he's doing. what a sucky friend i am.