tonight was the first time i actually lost all sense of reason because of anger. when people fuck with my family i can't help but feel the adrenaline rush in my body to the point that i want to kill someone. i've never felt like that before. regardless of who was right or wrong in the situation, i KNOW my brother so well and he would never pull a knife on someone unless they personally did something to him. and to think that a supposed "mature" 26 year old adult would know better, it was ironically my 22 year old brother who had the sense to tell the neighbor to get rid of his knife before it got too far. i will FOREVER hold a grudge against that immature, weak fucker who can't even win a verbal war (shut the fuck up you little bitch. nothing useful or important comes out of your mouth anyway). stupid machismo is what always starts a fight. just because the girl that he was all over was more interested in my brother doesn't give him a reason to act stupid.

you know what, frank?... grow up, accept the fact that you can't win everything, and try to get a girlfriend or "mommy" to take care of your immature ass.