i have been tempted to write in my blog again. what motivated me? maybe the fact that i woke up at 9:15 this morning. it's a saturday for goodness sake. as i'm driving home i'm thinking about all the people i have to call back today because i dissed them yesterday. fucker is me. ooh!... but hey, i'm going to the porno convention in LA today. no, i'm not some sick, perverted, sex-driven, bi-curious hornball. i'm what i like to tell people "open-minded". i think it'll be fun. this weather is not helping at all. i was gonna attempt dressing whore-ish to try to fit in with all the other whores, but crap, it drizzled this morning. hence, wetness. so i go from crying and feeling like crap thursday night to thinking this whole world is poochie friday morning to resolving all this misunderstood paranoia and guilt (not mine, of course) friday evening to porn-convention saturday. i think i'll paint my toenails.