it was such a disturbing morning getting a phone call from quibuyen that the US is under terrorist attack. i've been sitting here in front of the tv and computer trying to get all the latest information as to what the hell happened. our phone's been ringing off the hook, i've been trying to get a hold of my dad, thoughts of disbelief are running through my mind, and to top that off - school will still be in session later. fuck that. i'm not going. if LA gets attacked too, i'd rather die at home than at school.

i can't even imagine what everyone in NY is experiencing right now. though i'm completely on the other side of the country, i'm feeling so emotionally disturbed. tears were flowing from my eyes as i saw one of the towers collapse on tv... seeing the people standing around and silently, motionlessly watching the building shatter into a cloud of ash. i swear, my stomach dropped to the ground... my body's quivering uncontrollably. all those people who've just died...

meanwhile, palestinians are rejoicing, celebrating, and throwing candy on the streets (because of their hatred of the US for siding with Israel) chanting "God is good." wtf??? what is this world coming to? heartless humans...