do i really not look 25? crap. either i look hella older than my sister (who's 29) or i look like i'm still in high school. either way i know i don't act 25 so who gives a rat's ass (mel does).

i'm such a nerd. i actually sat in the front of the class today and asked questions. since when did i participate in curriculum? i mean, i figure it's more interesting to ask why there's like a 6 second delay before your voice is broadcasted live when calling a radio station compared to wondering how neurotransmitters and action potentials are related (shows how much info i've retained from neurobiology - i don't even know what i'm talking about). you know what? screw all the medical related fields. all it is is a title you can brag about when no one really cares about how many people you've sedated, how many patients you accumulate, nor how many trips to europe you've made in the past year. yeah i used to be medically driven, but when i actually opened my eyes to all the other opportunities out there that i'd actually enjoy... MY GOD!!! endless possibilities. i'm not saying i don't respect doctors and nurses (heck my mom's an RN), it's just that why do most parents encourage their kids to become doctors, lawyers, engineers, etc. when i have kids i'm gonna encourage them to be in cirque de soleil.