unshowered i am. as much as the thought alone disgusts me, i realize it's 6:30 pm and i'm sitting here sticking to the vinyl chair, my hair flying out of the once neat ponytail, my skin being a mixture of dry and oily, and my clothes spotted with all the dirt i've accumulated by cleaning my room and the floormats in my car. doesn't that just make you horny? if that doesn't i don't know what will. i feel sooooo gross. i was gonna shower after i went jogging this morning but after thinking about all the stuff i had to do today and all the sweat that'd be dripping from my forehead and armpits i thought, "wait a minute. i'm gonna shower again later on anyway before i head over to Q's." or should i even bother? imagine if i walked into that club looking the way i look right now? eeewwwww!

*** i know u want me ***