after talking to kristine last night i've realized that i'm not going insane. WHEW! i honestly thought there was something seriously wrong with me, but it turns out kristine is feeling the exact same way. too much thinking can seriously do some damage to one's psyche. actually, all this "keeping to myself" attitude has had a positive effect on me. it's funny how you think you know yourself and then all of a sudden something new happens in your life and you're forced to re-evaluate yourself. and i just thought my refusal to talk to anyone was because everyone was pissing me off.

i can't believe how much i love my job. actually it's the people i work with that make it fun. with 86 coworkers, you can't go wrong. i've made friends with people of so many different ethnic backgrounds and sexual preferences, it simply amazes me at how colorful this world is. i mean, i thought i surrounded myself with a good mixture of friends, but after working at banana, i've realized there's so much variety to friendship. i've never worked a boring shift. there's ria... she tries to make me fluent in tagalog. there's nathan... he swears i'm gonna marry him. there's kenny... he's my fellow conspirator. there matt... he reminds me of jack on will & grace (but way more lovable). there's jesse... he makes me feel like his special lady. there's dalila... we play like we're gonna throw down someday (i can take her on! hahaha). i could go on and on. i'm gonna regret quitting once i start recording school.

anyone wanna fetch me some donuts?